At the street I look at other guys and at night I masturbate looking at good looking guys on television. I think I am gay, but have trouble accepting this. How can I get rid of these feelings?

It’s not a matter of choice. At a certain moment you discover you are sexually attracted to guys or to girls. There is no way you can get rid of your sexual preference. Repressing these feeling is no solution, for they will not disappear. So don’t fight your sexual feelings, for in the end you’ll loose this battle. It’s better to fight the ingrained prejudice. Only if you change your own negative thoughts about homosexuality will you be able to accept yourself the way you are. Then you’ll be free to choose a male or a female lover, in accordance with your own feelings.